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March 29 Last but one day今天星期六, 是我在Venetian的last but one day,
Office 特別的寧靜, 因為很少同事上班。
很想把這兩個月的經歷寫下來：
1.
還記得上學期那個對會展業充滿希望我,
還記得每當接到Stella的電話/mail 就興奮不己的我,
還記得為了成功面試, 特地買suit、買鞋、練英語的我,
還記得為了準時到公司, 穿著高跟鞋滿街跑的我....
Venetian---曾經給了我很多的希望, 很大的動力。
2.
接到offer後, 滿心歡喜地向stanley打聽有關公司的一切,
果然和他所講的沒有甚麼大的出入,
公司就如同一個聯合國, 有各式各樣的人,
公司政治可能是職業生崖中一門很複雜很深奧的學問。
有了知識和能力, 並不代表你可以一帆風順,所向無敵,
您還得擁有驚人的EQ。
有時, 看得太多, 聽得太多後, 其實我更想自己是一個單純的人,
或者希望自己是一個善忘的人。
然而,在這裏工作, 我卻發覺自己的自信心不斷地提高,
因為, 正如stanley所說, 我們复旦人, 有的就是智慧和勝人一籌的工作態度。
......(待續)
March 05 雜記今日收到班委寄來的征集畢業活動的ｅ－ｍａｉｌ， 對了，現在已經進入大學的最後一個學期了。
很多同學已經回校或準備回校了吧， 可惜我現在還在澳門，還未感受到畢業的氣氛。
現在我的生活就是上班、下班、吃飯、睡覺，活得簡單而且不斷重复，但是每天卻很累很累。
通常星期一會是最精神的一天，然後從星期二開始就不斷期盼星期五，星期六和星期日的來臨，
別以為我有很多天的假期，只是因為周五和周六可以工作８．５小時，比平日提早２小時下班，
星期日就可以真真正正地休息了。
每天睡覺之前堅持打一個電話，信號很差，可能會有很大的輻射，但是每天堅持要打；
有時會很開心，很期待；有時放下電話後會很無奈，很苦惱。
但是要堅持等待，和抱有希望。希望四個月後，不需要再打電話。
很期待這個周末的節目，去阿ｗｉｎｇ家吃火鍋，參加表哥的婚禮，睡一個好覺．．．．
很期等一個月後回上海的生活，參加畢業旅行；和阿ｌｉｎｇ，阿ｗｉｎｇ去長途旅行；
跟雅芸和詩詩阿姨重聚，晚上卧談，聊她們在另外兩個洲的所見所聞，遇到過的帥哥。
跟大媽去ｋ歌－－－雖然經常被她欺負＝，＝
跟美芹的美女吃飯聚會．．．
在校園裏拍很多很多的照片．．．．
好了做完夢了，要工作了＾＾ January 26 day in VenetianIt's my sixth day in Venetian C&E---my dream company.
Actually, it's not that dream I made before.
I am in Customer Service, but in the back office as an administrative's assistant.
Everyday...I try hard to get something to do, try to devote my real value,
printing, filing and printing again.
everyday the same job.
However, it's better than nothing to do.
Yes, I know it's always difficult to begin,
but i won't give up.
I will do my best to get the job done, and do my best to make friends with my colleague.
One of my colleague ---the administrative treat me very well,
It's always lucky that I have a kind leader.
Sonia, Cheer Up!
Today, Somebody comes back...I have been looking forward to that for almost 2 or 3 months.
Hope happiness will come soon.. December 05 喜歡忙碌喜歡忙碌,
因為它使我感覺實在和價值的存在。
因為有了可以幹的事,
才可把精神寄託,
而不需要再想一些永遠想不通的事,
因為我知道以我的性格必定越想越糟。
忙碌才是真正的休息,
因為不需要等待,
等待一些不知何時會實現,
又或永遠不會實現的事情，
因為我等累了。
昨天經歷了一次可怕的迷路,
歷來自命有方向感的我,
竟然迷路,並迷失了自己。
持續了一小時,
路上幾乎沒有人,
很黑很冷很可怕,
好不容易找到個人問路
他口中“十幾分鐘”,足以讓我走一個鐘,
不想打的,
因為我認為我要找的”大橋五線”始終會出現,
結果終於找到了那個車站,
但“大橋五線”卻擠滿了人,
盡管是“苦心經營”
一直堅持,不想輕易放棄,
但是始終要對面現實。
這件事意味著甚麼呢? November 16 Not badToday I stayed in bed late until my class teacher called me.
I always believe that something good will happen after something has driven you dull.
The call gave me a hope.
Later on, I went shopping with my dearest friends.
We bought chestnut on the way, oh, it is one of the most delicious and cheapest chestnut I have ever had.
My mood changed from bad to good.(Always good food makes me happy, it 's so simple)
There were lots of clothes, but I couldn't even get one I liked,
Why?
I lost sense. or I don't have confident to choose, to try.
At last, I bought a shirt which quality is good.
Not bad. I like it.
With all my best friends. I love it.
I am lucky to have the world's best roommate,
I am lucky to have the world's best friends--W&L-ing.
November 15 I confuseI confuse.
Sometimes there are a lot of "I don't know " in my mind
I don't know whether I should tied it up or just let it go.
I don't know whether I have demanded too too too much,
or it just an easy cake he never bothers to take.
I don't know whether sense and sensitivity will match.
I don't know whether I am too capricious or just he don't understand.
I don't know whether it's time's fault.
I don't know whether distance creates beauty or problem.
I don't know whether it will come up a prefect story or just a history .
I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong.
I don't know just I don't know.
My friend has just seen her " rainbow"
but I don't know whether I want a rainbow or ...it just rain at last .
I don't know
August 03 最近最近我的日程失去了計劃，
完全不 像往日的我,
走一步算一步，
一直覺得自己在浪費時間。
很多朋友說這是最後一個暑假，
要讓自己好好relax一下,
但這個relax方式實在不太理想，
簡單來說，有點像發霉。
好像失去了拼搏的動力，
好像被一些東西牵制着，
還是停留在那個樓梯級，
還是一個大三的學生,
我究竟何時才能成為一個真正的準畢業生呢! July 11 過去了過去了,終於過去了.
平濙的，失眠的，意外的，新鮮的，温馨的，甜密的，無奈的, 白痴的，堅持的，勤奮的,希望的，痛苦的，可怕的，疲累的，絶望的，完整的
一個學期，終於都過去了。
曾經找到了方向，
曾經又失去了方向。
曾經很熱愛生活，
曾經又感覺生活的無味。
曾經很愛我的專業，
曾經又被無趣的考試折騰了一個多月。
笑過，哭過，呆過，痛過......
發現原來自己還是很脆弱，經不起失敗，
幸好，我身邊還有她,她和他.
想清楚了，我還是應該多經歷一點，
多思考一點，多嘗試一點，
多勤奮一點，多改變一點。
經歷引領着我走向一個陌生的地方，
但我就是要在走路的過程中找到我的平衡點，
生命中沒有唯一，
我就是在陌生的路途上撿獲那些生命的片段，
構成一幅屬於自己的完美拼圖。
April 03 天使和魔鬼每個人心中都有一個天使和一個魔鬼,
魔鬼是人性真正的一面，
每遇不公平或不愉快之事，
他便迅速地跳出來，
將你臉容扭曲，
導你盡情舒發情緒,
表面上是為你抱不平，
實際上卻將你引導至一個更糟的境況。
天使在逆境中顯得特別遲鈍，
但是如果能給他足夠的時間，
他有能力改變你的想法，
帶你逃離魔爪......
所以，每當遇到一些令你憤怒、失望或傷心之事,
不過先讓"呆滯"蓋過你所有的表情,
將心扉暫時關閉,
讓天使和魔鬼先來一場耐力之戰吧!
March 19 Today is a good day!This morning, when I got up, my roomate gave me a present,
yes, the ticket for a lecture I really want to.
So tonight she accompanied with me to the lecture.
It's a great lecture by the former CEO of Coca Cola,
talked about Love & Life & Career.
I am interested in this topic.
Although it's the principles we always hear,
but actually it's a reminder and inspiration.
I am refreshed by it.
especially impressed by his sayings:
Everyday you get up, and say" Today is a good day"
yes, your life is controlled by yourself, and determined by your attitude.
what's more, his wife is very impressive too.
"communication is the most important thing with a couple"
Great!
In conclusion, the forever truth is to be positive and to be mercy.
Actually, I now find that fudan can give us a lot if only we know how to seize them.
March 17 amazing day!This weekend was wonderful.
For the day, I spent all the time at the library,
but I didn't feel bored,
coz I found some interesting travelling magazines in the library,
they gave me a lot of new ideas,
and made me set up some goals,
wonderful, I don't how to express,
but I hope that I can travel everywhere as I like ,
and travel by the way I dream of.
and tonight I went to the Xi tian de with my dear roomate,
great, I haven't been to such a beautiful place in shanghai,
tonight , shanghai is especially attractive in my eyes.
I found that I love it again .
We had drink in a nice bar, with nice girls,
ohh..I met a very very very pretty foreign girl ,
We chatted with each other for the whole night , nice.
Fantastic! March 14 the presentToday , I got "the present"
and have read a half already.
and got something:
"Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery ,
Today is a gift,
That's why we call it the present!
focus on what you are doing ,
then you will feel happy and successful.
March 12 3.12Today, I found a lot of thing to do.
In the morning , paid much attention to xiao qiang,
yes, at least more than usual.
then, in the afternoon, was " investment", a great lecture.
the professor is quite attracting,
I learned a lot from him.
back to the dorm, continued to watch the film "The holiday"
Although not very very great,
but I found some deep meaning in it, especailly those words .
Feel that I still have lots of thing to do, cheer up and be happy. The holiday"The Holiday"
I have found almost everything ever written about love to be true
Shakespeare said, "Journeys end in lovers meeting."
What an extraordinary thought.
Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that...
but I'm more than willing to believe Shakespeare had.
It was Shakespeare who also said, "Love is blind."
Now that it was somethings I know to be true.
For some, quite inexplicably, Love fades.
For others, love is simply lost.
But then, of course, love can also be found.
Even just for a night.
and then that's another kind of love,
the cruelest kind.
The one that almost kills its victims.
It's called unrequited love.
" March 11 3.11Today is a boring day .
waked up by my roomate at 8:30,
but lazy sonia unwilled to get up ,
stayed in bed till 9:00
then we went to the library,
unfortunely,....no , it is because of my devil,
there's no seat for us ,
we could just move to the classroom.
For the whole morning, I could not focus on the books,
kept thinking the other things, horrible.
At last, I decided to leave my roomate alone and went back the dorm.
On the way, I bought a lot of books crazily,
books I was not sure whether I would read them all.
Today, I continued to do everything to make myself happy,
maybe it's a way of abandoning myself,
but that's what i did , and that's what I can do only.
March 10 明明是...明明是春天,返到上海就變成冬天. 明明是20度,現在卻是0度. 明明是綠燈,現在卻是紅燈. 从小老师也加倍认真 March 07 發現幸福的方法是珍惜現有的一切剛看完了兩個好朋友的SPACE,
很有些感覺....
記得上學期我們都很郁悶,
左擔憂右擔憂,
很小的事情都會令自己不開心,
害怕,迷惘與孤單的一段日子,
這麼一段痛苦的時光終於都過去了.
這個學期好像又充滿了希望,
身邊還是有一大班朋友的陪伴,
大家在一起,傻傻地說笑,
還有一個形影不離的她,
很開心,很滿足,
生活似乎又回复昔日的簡單,快樂
前面,有很多很多的不確定,
同樣有很多很多的希望.
永遠記住我自己的MOTTO:
發現幸福的方法是珍惜現有的一切! February 27 LAST DAY今天是我在CIEC實習的最後一天,
心情十分平靜,
因為這只是我學習或工作生崖裏的其中一個小站,
未來還有很多很多的機遇和挑戰等着我,
與其花太多的時間來"不依不舍",
倒不如繼續裝備自己, 迎接下一個挑戰。
總結這一個月來的實習,
我認為所花的時間是值得的,
最起碼我得到了一些經驗,
起碼我遇到了很好的SUPERVISOR 和同事
起碼我學到了一點商業禮儀,
起碼我覺察到了一些人生道理,
起碼我知道了自己有何不足。
遺憾的是, 這段時間並沒有碰上任何大型展覽。
儘管如此,我還是接觸到一些辦展的前期工作。
在此,感謝ZOE和SANDY一直以來的照顧,
希望我們日後成為朋友。
February 25 舍不得你很快就要回上海了,
要離開澳門,真得很舍不得,
不想這麼快就回去,
覺得自己還有很多想做的事情沒有做,
還有很多想見的朋友沒有見,
還有很多想買的東西沒有買,
還有很多想去的地方沒有去,
很多很多的舍不得,
很多很多的...... |
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